{"id":13594,"date":"2019-10-15T15:49:43","date_gmt":"2019-10-15T21:49:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.themoehrings.com\/?p=13594"},"modified":"2019-10-24T15:51:02","modified_gmt":"2019-10-24T21:51:02","slug":"5-candles","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.themoehrings.com\/index.php\/2019\/10\/5-candles","title":{"rendered":"5 Candles"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Today is Miscarriage and Infant Loss Remembrance Day and today we remember our five babies in heaven.<\/p>\n<p>It is nice to have one day a year for awareness and remembrance. Of course, grief doesn&#8217;t confine itself, but it lets me feel like it is ok to put it out there for you all. Yes, it still hurts. Yes, every now and then I think how old they would be and what they would like to do and how crazy our life would be. Yes, I still get triggered. Yes, I love the children I do have but no, they don&#8217;t fill those holes. Yes, we are done &#8216;having children&#8217; but no, we aren&#8217;t done bringing kids into our home and family.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"profileLink\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/hashtag\/october15?fref=mentions\" data-hovercard=\"\/ajax\/hovercard\/hovercard.php?id=158673267629836&amp;extragetparams=%7B%22fref%22%3A%22mentions%22%7D\" data-hovercard-prefer-more-content-show=\"1\">#october15<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today is Miscarriage and Infant Loss Remembrance Day and today we remember our five babies in heaven. It is nice to have one day a year for awareness and remembrance. Of course, grief doesn&#8217;t confine itself, but it lets me feel like it is ok to put it out there for you all. Yes, it&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13595,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[245],"tags":[3757,228,1657],"class_list":["post-13594","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-becca-2","tag-candle","tag-miscarriage","tag-remember","wpcat-245-id"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p504YJ-3xg","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7665,"url":"https:\/\/www.themoehrings.com\/index.php\/2016\/10\/remembrance-day","url_meta":{"origin":13594,"position":0},"title":"Remembrance Day","author":"Becca","date":"October 15, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"Lighting a candle for each of my babies in heaven. 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